Johnny America

 

Squeaky

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Squeaky was an af­fa­ble lit­tle house mouse, about four ounces large, who en­joyed eat­ing cheese puffs, Popeye’s fried chick­en, and day-old mac­a­roni. He al­so en­joyed root­ing through plas­tic bags to get at my ex­pen­sive French bread and snug­gling up to me while I slept, curled un­der the downy pro­tec­tion of a win­ter-grade com­forter. Our friend­ship end­ed when I cracked his neck by proxy of a spring trap, but un­til the very last we had our good times. We met when I was liv­ing in an over­priced base­ment apartment.

A side­walk-sal­vaged tele­vi­sion set filled the cor­ner op­po­site the couch I was sit­ting on. I did­n’t have a bed, just a mat­tress and box springs on the floor that I’d dragged from Green­point Av­enue a few blocks away, the foot of the mat­tress butted against the T.V. stand. It was eleven o’­clock when we met, though he did­n’t have a name yet. I was eas­ing Kam­chat­ka vod­ka in­to a tum­bler of gener­ic or­ange so­da and ice, glanc­ing to­ward the tele­vi­sion to watch the open­ing cred­its of Ship­mates, when I saw a tiny gray body with pink eyes stand­ing up­right on the floor be­tween the couch and the tele­vi­sion. “Hey there.” I said. The mouse of­fered no re­sponse — its eyes re­mained stead­fast­ly fixed on my Wise-brand cheese doo­dles. I threw one to the floor. It dropped its fore-legs, ran up to the or­ange mass, nib­bled through half of it, then scur­ried un­der the di­lap­i­dat­ed pi­ano that was pushed against the ad­ja­cent wall.

In fol­low­ing weeks our meet­ings be­came rou­tine. On my way home from hawk­ing Christ­mas trees I’d stop by the liquor store to pick up a flask of vod­ka, then the bode­ga to grab or­ange so­da and two or three dol­lars of snack food. I’d switch on the tele­vi­sion, yell down the hall­way to tell Emi­ly I had booze, then sit In­di­an-style on the couch and hope Squeaky, who I’d named af­ter Vis­it # 3, would join us. He loved spicy-fried chick­en, that dev­il mouse.

My in­tel­lect bare­ly out­shined Squeaky’s: I beat him on pure mass.

I’d walked a mile to the health food store, home of de­li­cious breads, and bought my­self a loaf of fine French. When I brought it home I’d sliced off a chunk and stashed the re­main­der back in the plas­tic bag, spin­ning the bag closed and twist-ty­ing it sealed. The next day there was a hole in the bag and a wound in the loaf. I did­n’t grasp what’d hap­pened. I’d nev­er lived with a mouse and was too dim to re­al­ize their ways. Squeaky As Per­pe­tra­tor nev­er en­tered my mind.

One day be­yond, A.M.: I was in the kitchen cut­ting two slices, trim­ming around Squeaky’s theft when I in­sist­ed that my room­mate Come Look At What Hap­pened To My Bread. She looked at the bread, ran her fin­ger around the hole in the bag, then mat­ter-of-fact­ly in­formed me, “Squeaky must’ve eat­en it.” I was non­plussed: my Squeaky, “why would he steal when he gets Dori­tos for free?”

I set about to trap him. In mouse form, he was a friend who’d over­stayed his wel­come on the couch and emp­tied the re­frig­er­a­tor. Squeaky need­ed to go, but I did­n’t want to harm him. Call me Rube Gold­berg: I screwed two brass eye­lets in­to the pi­ano, through which I ran a string that ter­mi­nat­ed in my grip on one end and the open end of a large card­board tube I’d scav­enged at the oth­er. I’d closed off the oth­er end of the tube, form­ing a round din­ing hall with a sur­feit of Velvee­ta cheese. For four nights I stood guard wait­ing for him, my hand looped with string — but Squeaky stayed away. He did not watch Ship­mates. He did not eat cheese. He would not face me.

Was he try­ing to con­vey his apolo­gies for eat­ing my bread when on the forth night I felt him skulk across my bead cov­ers while he thought I was asleep? I lay in bed un­sure he had joined me. I told my­self it was on­ly the com­forter shift­ing, or resid­ual dream, but as I re­as­sured my­self his bold­ness in­creased and he climbed from my feet to my chest. I wish I’d opened my eyes and told him off, in­formed him that we were through and his ex­e­cu­tion was de­cid­ed, but in­stead I inched my hands to the cor­ners of my blan­ket and snapped it as if fold­ing laun­dry, rock­et­ing hime to­ward the piano.

I bought four spring-traps and loaded them with Cheese Puffs and Host­ess Swiss Cake Rolls.

One day more and I found Squeaky, bloody and bro­ken and fat.

It was a Wednes­day — I was watch­ing Ship­mates again — when I heard an un­ex­pect­ed met­al snap. I did­n’t Squeaky know had a son, but there he was (an on­ly child).

Dear Son of Squeaky: I am sor­ry. As far as I know you nev­er took un­de­served lib­er­ties with me as I slept and am sure you were a very po­lite mouse. Your fa­ther was an un­ap­pre­cia­tive jerk, though.

Moral: Mice climb. If they can climb to your bread, they are apt to make per­son­al ad­vances. Un­want­ed snug­gling might oc­cur as Mice Do Not Re­spect Per­son­al Bound­aries. Take precautions.

Filed under Commentary on January 21st, 2004

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Emily wrote:

When he re­al­ized what had hap­pened to the bread­loaf, his face was the very pic­ture of dis­gust, dis­may, and betrayal.

aj wrote:

I was high­ly amused and vague­ly im­pressed by Jonathan’s Magyver-es­que ef­forts at cap­tur­ing the rogue rodent.
Here is a man skilled at ma­nip­u­lat­ing the items at hand in a bat­tle of man ver­sus mouse.

Bahumut wrote:

You re­al­ly should start eat­ing health­i­er Jay… I wor­ry about you.

John wrote:

heh.

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